really.... what the fuck

ok... so i meet this guy "marvin" and we kick it off pretty nicely. we have a lot of friends in common, we enough a lot of the same things....making out with him is awesome. we've been kind of seeing each other for about a month now. his roommate knows about me, and just asked that i told him as soon as i felt ready. which i was planning any ways. well yesterday was the day. i'm not sure what is going to happen. we still made out, messed around a little. (my pants stayed on) lots of cuddling, some talking. all fine and good.

this is where i got pissed. a few nights ago i was hanging out with a few friends. one of which is also a friend of marvin. he told me that marvin already knew about me and herpes. but that he found out a few days ago. (i pretty much knew that marvin's roommate told him.) but i was not supposed to know, and i still had to tell him. which i was planning to do this past week. i was sort of ok with him knowing at first. i figured his roommate is his best friend, we have been seeing each other for a while now, so she felt it was time he knew. so later on today, i was at my friend mel's house. i told her i told marvin. and she asked me if i knew that he already knew. i said yes, that he found out a few days ago. (marvin's roommate is also mel's friend) then mel goes on to tell me that marvin's roommate was over a few weeks ago, and told her that she told marvin, and that she didn't think that i would. mel told her she should tell me what she did, and that i always tell people, and i don't mess around. no one told me.....until today. so marvin has known for at least 3 weeks. and pretended that it was all new to him as of last night. i don't know what to make out of this. i want to confront him about it. because i was completely stressed out about having to tell him as it was. and then to have to pretend that i don't know that he already knows. i was hoping that he would have told me that he knew, but wanted me to tell him kind of thing.

well, enough of my rant... bye for now