so nervous!

yeah, well i'm pretty sure i'm experiencing my second outbreak. no sores, just tingling and itching. but i'm on my anti viral now. so maybe this is the worse it'll get. i hope so. i can handle this.

well lets get to the meds. i finally got my prescription. went to walgreens... without insurance it would have been $49. the person at the pharmacy told me about this thing they have to help with the cost of prescriptions. all i had to do is pay $20, and register. for two months worth and the $20 copay, it cost me $32. awesome! it'll be $10 a month from now on!

i still haven't told "jay" yet. well, we haven't seen each other since the first time meeting. last week didn't work. tomorrow he is supposed to be coming around 4pm, but i forgot i have a staff meeting at 5:30pm. so we may have to reschudule again. and i'm still battling with how to tell him, and if he rejects me, how will i handle it? i really like this guy, and i want it to work. also i don't want to limit myself to other people with herpes. i really don't. i'll figure it out eventually.

i guess thats all i have tonight. bye to all that stumble on this.