BLAH!

welcome back to the few who may have read this. well i just told my friend of 18yrs that i have herpes. she just broke down and bawled. she acted like i had AIDS or cancer. like i was dying. in a way i found it funny. but then it also touched me to think how much she loves me. she was going on that it should be her. what did i do wrong? she kept saying that i do all the right things, and i still got it. while she sleeps around, uses drugs, and does fucked up shit. so i understand where she is coming from. i still found it funny how she reacted. i didn't even react that way when i found out last week.

but i'm having a good day. went to work, played with the kids. it was nice to be with my class. being there put me into a great mood, and it kept my mind off of the fact that i have herpes. i can say i truly love my job.

speaking of jobs, one of my co-workers and i were talking today. she brought up coldsores, and herpes in a joking fashion. (no one at work knows) i laughed.... it was funny. but then i said, i have friends with it. which i do. and that it's not uncommon, and most people i know that have it are like me, we don't sleep around, normally pretty protective of ourselves... etc. then she said it must be hard to deal with. i told her, yeah it is. it's scary, and lonely, but you make the best of it. just like anything else.

well thats it for now. bye for now. and hey GOD BLESS!