well, i'm talking more and more to this guy. we are now friends on each others myspace. he thinks i'm "so hot!" lol. we maybe meeting for the first time tomorrow. we'll see. i hope so. he seems to be a sweetheart. responsible, funny, just someone i could get into. but i have to meet him first. you can be a completely different person online, or over the phone. but it does feel good to be told that i'm sexy, and beautiful.
i still don't know when or how to bring up my issue. do i just come out and say it? or do i wait a while, see if it'll even go anywhere with out that information out in the air. i don't know what to do. and i really have no one to talk to about it. at least no one who knows what it's like. how can my friends understand what its like to have herpes, date with herpes....etc. or they suggest dating only people who also have herpes. (and i don't want to limit myself to that) i know when i find the right one, he will stay with me. no matter what.
well, i'm pretty stoned at the moment. i quit smoking cigarettes. (a pack a day smoker, to nothing) i'm on day 5 right now. and i have had 7 cigarettes all together since i stopped buying packs. i'm less than a cigarette a day. (i had one today... and a few days ago i had 2.... but i'm getting there) but i still smoke my herbal refreshment. it helps me with the no smoking cigs. one vice for another. normally how it works i guess.
well, i'm going to head off. i'm sick of looking at the computer screen. to all (the few) who read this, have a good night (day? morning?... who knows) bye for now
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