well, i'm still trying to figure a way to tell this guy that i have herpes. i've been looking at all these web sites about it, and all the tips on how to tell. it's all the same. be calm, be postive, have info., and see what happens. what if i never find someone? i know i'll find someone... but i think i really like this guy.
i read some of his poems on myspace. he's a very emotional and deep person it seems. from his writing, i can tell he's been fucked over, and hurt at one time. i understand that, and maybe that will be a reason for him to not take a chance with me. i'm a high risk kind of person now. why would he want to risk getting this from me, on top of being a dad, trying to improve himself, have fun. ( i know this all can be accomplished with herpes, but who really thinks that way?)
and i have to tell him soon. we had a lot of fun the other night. making out for a couple hours. all clothes stayed on, but only because they have to. that would not be the time to tell him. right in the middle of getting busy.
well, i guess i'll figure it out soon. he maybe coming over tomorrow. maybe tomorrow will be the day. who knows, i'll find out.
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